Thursday, June 11, 2009
You wouldn't expect that the day for you to just stop whatever you have been doing at maybe a routinely manner everyday come to a halt, for a dreading 2 years, is staring right back in your face.
Well, having these kind of thoughts? Obviously put me in a unprepared manner.
But guess what? I'm kinda surprised that im muddafucking excited for that fucked up day to come, yes. Its the muddafucking national call for you to serve them like dog sialxzs.
Nevertheless, im just looking foward to completing it and already counting the number of days till i finish from my first 3 cibai months in Tekong.
Remember,if you thought your day is bad, there's worse =)
CHEERS MY FRIENDS. And see you peeps soon!
I'll walk you through the heartbreak
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Will we learn to get together and see who we really are?
Cause nothing gonna change if nobody's gonna wake up and start acting whose incharge
We'll never know what lies ahead tomorrow
Wednesday, May 06, 2009
It was a typical night outing with 2 of my peeps,Jace and Yan where we decided to get dinner at Astons, The Cathay
We ordered, and shortly after wards, Yan's food came first.As usual, Jace would steal the fries first as always. And that me and Yan ate the fries too.
Okay.This is not the whole damn point of me eating fries and yadadada and ranting in this post of mine of what i'm about to post.
The story goes...
The moment we ate the fries, DAMN. it was cold.like u know, just fried it fresh, then you put inside the damn freezer for no god damn reason.
So, me, being me. I called the waiter, or whatever they call it there la.
Me: Your fries is damn cold, can u like change it or something?
Waitress: *Stared at us ~ Looking in disbelief for i do not know why*
OH REALLY?
Us: *Looked at each other in like WTF?*
Silent moment
Waitress: Okay, don't eat that (although we ate half of it on purpose). I'll get you a new one
And she left.
WTF. OH REALLY? Is that the answer you should be giving to you customers. Singapore's service is just getting more ridiculous every day.
I was amazed at the torment that you put me trough
Saturday, May 02, 2009
Try as I might,words don’t come out. All these things inside,the pen refuses to write;
All my dreams of yesterday are just a touch away.
Wandering in the darkness of my mind,searching for a spark to give this life a reason to continue dreaming,here I am scribbling away the thoughts that refuse to come alive
Standing, watching over you
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Some days i want to live
Some days i wish it’s over
Some days i long to see
Some days i wait to die;
Some days i think i am fine
Some days i believe i have a problem
Some days i am strong
Some days i am weak;
Some days i am closer to truth
Some days it seems far far away
Some days i think i understand
Some days i am just lost;
Some days i just wish everything would disappear
Some days i just hope you could be near;
Some days i have a feeling one day everything will be alright and that day is closer than ever
Some days i have a feeling one day everything will be alright and that day is closer than ever
Life is like a coin. You can spend it any way you wish, but you only spend it once
Saturday, April 11, 2009
You stop, you look around, and you wonder.
How your life evolved over the past years. And the different people you come across in all paths and backgrounds. And then you suddenly come back to realise, you are standing still, waiting for your name to be called out. A name to be called out to signify your achievement. An achievement on your day of graduation. And while waiting anxiously waiitng for your name to be called out, you just can't expect what's gonna happen next.
Am i gonna fall on the ground?
Am i gonna miss a step?
How does my robe look on me?
Is it worn properly?
Before your friend could answer you, your name's being called out. And yes. There i went. Walking across the stage to accept my graduation certificate. You shake your hand. You smile to the camera. Scurrying hurriedly across the stage. And that's it. And there it was. I'm holding the graduation certificate in my hand. It's in my hand. Proudest moment of my life. My parents life. OMG.
Well done everyone who graduated! DIEM 2009!
That's what I can't hide when she wanna conceal
Saturday, March 07, 2009
When you are stuck in a thunderstorm with a complete stranger,a converation sparks while waiting for the rain to stop
When you thought you had the situation in hand, unforeseen interventions comes acoss your path to ruin it
When you thought you had said your last goodbyes, she breathes back to life
When you watched the sun sets, you keep thinking how you can become a better person
When you got yourself a tattoo out of spite, only to regret it the next morning
When you are sharing an intimate moment with your companion, asking yourself how did you end up with her
When you watch a movie with your best friend, you hoped that this friendship will be remembered till whenever you can
When you have gone away for too long, is it just work or avoidance
When you are stuck between two things, you just can't come to a conclusion what's best for you
When truths are revealed, you just want to shut everyone off and walk away
When you quarrel with your close ones, you just want them to make them listen to what you have to say
When your heart aches so much, you just wanna pour your heart out and just need that special someone to be with you
When you finally found the courage to take a risk, you can't help it but just think of the negative consequences
When you found out that your companion is cheating on you, the first thing uttered from your mouth is 'Lets Breakup"
When you want to let go of something that you love, it's just so hard cause it has always been part of your daily routine
When you walk away from the person you love so much, you hate yourself so much cause you blamed her for all that has happened
When you thought you could try to forget all the agony by going to enjoy at clubs, where only temperory measure of 'healing' takes place
When you have done so many unproud actions , you just wanna make yourself scarce and rather be forgotten by everyone
When someone believed in your capability so much, but starts to crumble to pieces when failure occurs
When you feel so alone, you wonder where you have gone wrong
When you know that person for so long, you can just anticipate what they are going to do next
When you know that you have created a huge problem, you are willing to go down on your knees and beg her for forgiveness
When you are willing to give up everything for her, you just know that she's all you got
This is me.
