music-idiot designs. the fake sound of progress

Monday, July 30, 2007

Ok.Jesslyn just hit me for nothing in class at 12.02pm.

And since 2nd meeting,Janis and i have been laughing our asses off because of some lame game shit.HAHA

Ok.Just wanna report that.
So,getting back to my work now.Boring~~

And she hit me again after coming back from the toilet.At 12.05
Wonder she washed her hands already.

kill me; 12:02 PM

jive fiesta

Thursday, July 26, 2007

Hei hei hei.On the 6th August 2007 on Monday,please proceed to South Agora,Forum to come support the event that my class,E25P and I are orgainising.This is a chairty event benefiting for SPCA.A line of events are up and runing for you to participate in fantastic prizes stand to win.So,come on down and support and do your part by donating!




kill me; 7:41 PM

ngntrgtr

Monday, July 23, 2007

My grades are back to normal,which is great.

But,i dont enjoy.

What do i mean by enjoy?

The enjoyment of school
The laughter
The jokes
The lessons
My friends

The company of friends that i am in,be it in school,outisde,work,secondary school.

Have i really changed?

I know i can be an asshole sometimes.

But,what can i say.I face certain asshol-ics people in school each day.
At work?
Even worse

I really feel like....

BLEAH.

I don't even know what and how i am feeling right now.
My life has always been filled with troubles.
I can never get things right.

Im feeling pissed
Im feeling sad
Im feeling disappointed
Im feeling hurt
Im feeling confused
Im feeling miserable.

Im just feeling so alone.
Maybe it's time i find another girlfriend.
Move on with my life.


If you’re lost, you can look,
And you will find me

kill me; 8:59 PM

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

SINGfest
Wednesday, 8 August

Cyndi Lauper
Pet Shop Boys
Sasha Bach Band
Shaggy
The Stranglers
Sugar Ray

Thursday, 9 August

The Academy Is...
Avenged Sevenfold
Cobra Starship
Great Spy Experiment
Gym Class Heroes
Hinder
MxPx
The Noisettes
One Buck Short

Sypnosis:
MIDAS Promotions brings you SINGfest; touted to be Singapore’s largest outdoor music festival ever, headlined by top acts from all over the world!The 2-day festival promises music lovers nationwide a time to get together in one place to pay homage to the best in music.On the 8th of August, join music legends The Stranglers, Cyndi Lauper, Pet Shop Boys, popular pop band Sugar Ray, Danish rockers Sasha Bach Band and hip hop extraordinaire Shaggy for a full evening of music extravaganza.On the second day, set to rock the festival for National Day are top selling indie/hip hop group Gym Class Heroes, rock bands Avenged SevenFold and Hinder, punk group MXPX, The Noisettes and Cobra Starship. Joining them also in the line up are Malaysian band One Buck Short and local favourite Great Spy Experiment.The festival held at Fort Canning will run from 4pm -11pm on the first day and 1pm – 11pm on the second day. Tickets are priced at $200, with ‘early bird’ prices of $150 for a one day pass from now till the 1st of August, $175 from the 2nd to the 7th of August. They will be available at the door for $200.

Anybody wanna go?! Call me if you guys wanna go, although the ticket price is a bit steep.TSK!

kill me; 9:20 AM

pm

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

The world came crashing down on me when i saw my grade,A very first ''D" grade.For the first time in my entire RP life.Just what is happening to me?Is it really that bad in what i am doing in class?!I know i did not contribute to my team,but what can i do?I'm just so tired.And in team discussions,I was made as if i was invisible to them.

I'm trying my very best to contribute in team discussions.I know some of my friends has been encouraging me.I really appreciate your sincerity for me to keep on going strong.But after bad grade after another bad grade,it is just so demoralising.It gives me no mean to continue schooling.It makes me wonder where do i stand in the class standards.

Putting a friendly front to me,but getting stabbed in the back,even with the contribution of my work.The world is so oblivious to me.Hypocrites are what i should call them.I'm so fucking pissed with the kind of classmates that i have.I'm so upset.I can't describe anymore how deeply angry at them right now.If i were to find out who they are,i tell you,better watch out!You still do not know who the real me is.I'm not the kind of person whom you can just trample on easily.If you want to play the dirty way,so be it.Let the game begin man.BETTER WATCH OUT BACKSTABBING ASSHOLES!

I’m drifting in the dark,wounded and wishing to fall

kill me; 9:24 PM

events

Monday, July 02, 2007

As i sit here in class,listening to my classmates explaining their research in their slides, I question myself. Is this the diploma that i want to be in? I have no will and motivation to continue studying.It seems like my grades have begun detriorating.I wasn't myself as who i used to be.The one who looks foward to school to meet up my friends.I am surrounded by a group of people who are just much more superior than me.And it seems that i am losing.Defeat is what i sense in me.

Just what do i want in life?I'm still searching for what i want and after 18 1/2 years,for the first time in my life, i feel lost.

Quit school?
Perhaps.

Fear in me so deep it gets the best of me,In the fear I fall, here it comes face to face with me

kill me; 3:02 PM