Wednesday, July 04, 2007
The world came crashing down on me when i saw my grade,A very first ''D" grade.For the first time in my entire RP life.Just what is happening to me?Is it really that bad in what i am doing in class?!I know i did not contribute to my team,but what can i do?I'm just so tired.And in team discussions,I was made as if i was invisible to them.
I'm trying my very best to contribute in team discussions.I know some of my friends has been encouraging me.I really appreciate your sincerity for me to keep on going strong.But after bad grade after another bad grade,it is just so demoralising.It gives me no mean to continue schooling.It makes me wonder where do i stand in the class standards.
Putting a friendly front to me,but getting stabbed in the back,even with the contribution of my work.The world is so oblivious to me.Hypocrites are what i should call them.I'm so fucking pissed with the kind of classmates that i have.I'm so upset.I can't describe anymore how deeply angry at them right now.If i were to find out who they are,i tell you,better watch out!You still do not know who the real me is.I'm not the kind of person whom you can just trample on easily.If you want to play the dirty way,so be it.Let the game begin man.BETTER WATCH OUT BACKSTABBING ASSHOLES!
I’m drifting in the dark,wounded and wishing to fall