Thursday, November 15, 2007
Promises.
It is the last word that i would want to hear coming out from a persons mouth.
First they said they are not going to repeat the same mistakes, but in the end, it was just another false statement.
This is more like over-promises to me. You shouldn't get the hopes of a person so high, and then just let them crash, burn and die with your oh-so 'sorry, i can't make it' statements.
But it just seems that i myself sometimes, make these statements,in order to avoid certain things.
I feel that one should try to accommodate to all needs in order to avoid dissappointment of one.
But im just too tired.
I am just so fucking tired of trying to be the one, who is always there for the people i love and care.
Everybody is taking me for granted, that hey, nobody ever thought of how i felt when i try to ask them what happened and they begin to start to make false accussations and ridiculous comments. There is always a limit to what one does and sometimes, i just wanna let go and wished that i was hit by a car and die or something.
We all have a life to move on and i could see that everyone is doing that also.
If you take me for granted and always think you are right and being over-sensitive at each and every fucking incident , so be it. but i just wanna tell you that i don't fucking need a fucking person whom i love to be in my life.
I will no longer compromise