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Friday, December 14, 2007

Ok. I'm bored in class right now and i have literally like nothing to do cause what's instore for 3rd meeting? Just read the 6P and its Q&A time. -.- How boring can it get?Ok, i have uploaded some random photos i cam across m friends friendster profile. Just wana share with you all. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Look closely at the brand. HAHA

Someone so familiar but i don't know who. heh

How far we've come

kill me; 1:14 PM

.fate

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

4 more days.

The truth will come to light.

My future and fate will all depend on the kit.

Just float away

kill me; 7:53 PM

.cold

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

What I really meant to say is i’m sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold

I’m sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light, you could see me stand on my own again

I never really wanted you to see the screwed up side of me that I keep inside of me
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
There are just so many things you should have known but I guess now, for me there’s just no hope

I'm sorry for who i am

kill me; 10:05 AM

.sorry

Monday, December 10, 2007

Problems

Problems to me, i feel is a disease, an illness

An illness that can never be cured until you take your medications. Take your medications in order in order not to slowly kill a person.

You have to rectify the problems and try to solve it before it becomes a major one

One can never run away from problems because this is all part and parcel of life.

There are other people out there who have one of their family member died and cant pay the house bills cause that person is the sole bread winner of the family

There are people out there who just come to know that she has 6 months to live cause she just found out she has cancer

There are people out there who cant pay their education because his family is too poor to afford the education.

And where do i stand from here?

Nowhere.

I have taken my problems too far that i have not given it much thought.
It all just came to down to a rash decision.

I just wanna say sorry to the many people around me, be it if you still bear grudges against me.

I'm sorry for not being able to return my any of the calls or messages
I'm sorry to have caused much worry to the people around me
I'm sorry to have caused much angst to the people around me
I'm sorry to have annoyed many people around me
I'm sorry to be a pain in the ass to the people around me
I'm sorry for being self-centred to the people around me
I'm sorry for being such a troublemaker to the people around me
I'm sorry for being such an asshole to the people around me
I'm sorry for being such an unwilled person to the people around me
I'm sorry that i never realised that i have many people who showed care and concern for me
I'm sorry that i never realised that this was all a mistake

We speak in different 'voices'

kill me; 8:41 PM

.Quit

Friday, December 07, 2007

3 weeks.

That was all and how long she stops and now starts to create another problem. What i thought just a small minimal problem has now blown out of proportion.

I have no longer motivation to study.Drinking down my thoughts does me no good. I am literally dragging myself to school, thinking of her everyday.

A new start? Both have been trying.

When something stupid comes up, im the one who has to give in. Thats' what guys do?

FUCK IT. Why must it always be the guy? FUCK all about the gentlemen philosophy. Don't just fucking point at the guy and accuse it's always their fault.

Im just tired of all this gf-bf shit. I can't continue anymore.

She brings me down so hard. Ridiculous that because of her, i wanna quit school?

No. It's not ridiculous. Its a fucking fact.

The real story will never be revealed on why till something like this could actually and eventually happen.

Im emo-ing in my post right now? FUCK it if you all think so. Cause i don't give a fucking shit of what you all think.Blogs are meant to express my scarred and screwed up life.

I just don't wanna and feel like studying anymore. I shouldn't have came to poly in the first place because what a beautiful start it may seems, is now crumbling before me.

I start my life once again, and this is how it ends.

kill me; 3:52 PM

.River in the road

Thursday, December 06, 2007

Woots. Its Thursday yet again, and here to blog. Just thought of some random thought of what i am thinking right now.

1. Identity. Some people are just so damn fake in front of people. I hate these kind of people cause they are what you might call a 'snake'. In a sense, a sneaky bastard. You never know what he/she is about to do next. While others being fake, some have no identity at all. Like, people start something, and they follow. WHAT A FUCKING GROUPIE. Come on la. Get a life. Don't you like have anyone else to copy. damn.

2.I want to go clubbing and sheesha again with the class. HAHAKZKZZZZ. *hehehehehe*

3. Can't be bothered to deal with stupid ridiculous problems. The world does not revolve around one person.

4. Learned some nooby-stooby mind games today at MacDonald after PP.funny shit. shall attack some people in the class tomorrow. heh.

5. I FINALLY FUCKING CAN GET RID OF THE BURDEN OF MY PROFESSIONAL PROFILING. like finally dammit! Its about time. Will always remember the day i presented alone like just now. SWEATED LIKE A PIG cause i have like damn alot to say. And when i finished my presentation, i nearly died of thirst, literally. =D . But in the end, got through the tension moment. REMEMBER! MAINTAIN YOUR COMPOSURE FOR THOSE WHO HASN'T PRESENTED.heh

ok. creek creek. hehekzxxx. HAHA. ok. thats about it. i want to go out already. Naz signing off !

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kill me; 9:09 PM

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