Friday, December 07, 2007
3 weeks.
That was all and how long she stops and now starts to create another problem. What i thought just a small minimal problem has now blown out of proportion.
I have no longer motivation to study.Drinking down my thoughts does me no good. I am literally dragging myself to school, thinking of her everyday.
A new start? Both have been trying.
When something stupid comes up, im the one who has to give in. Thats' what guys do?
FUCK IT. Why must it always be the guy? FUCK all about the gentlemen philosophy. Don't just fucking point at the guy and accuse it's always their fault.
Im just tired of all this gf-bf shit. I can't continue anymore.
She brings me down so hard. Ridiculous that because of her, i wanna quit school?
No. It's not ridiculous. Its a fucking fact.
The real story will never be revealed on why till something like this could actually and eventually happen.
Im emo-ing in my post right now? FUCK it if you all think so. Cause i don't give a fucking shit of what you all think.Blogs are meant to express my scarred and screwed up life.
I just don't wanna and feel like studying anymore. I shouldn't have came to poly in the first place because what a beautiful start it may seems, is now crumbling before me.
I start my life once again, and this is how it ends.