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Monday, December 10, 2007

Problems

Problems to me, i feel is a disease, an illness

An illness that can never be cured until you take your medications. Take your medications in order in order not to slowly kill a person.

You have to rectify the problems and try to solve it before it becomes a major one

One can never run away from problems because this is all part and parcel of life.

There are other people out there who have one of their family member died and cant pay the house bills cause that person is the sole bread winner of the family

There are people out there who just come to know that she has 6 months to live cause she just found out she has cancer

There are people out there who cant pay their education because his family is too poor to afford the education.

And where do i stand from here?

Nowhere.

I have taken my problems too far that i have not given it much thought.
It all just came to down to a rash decision.

I just wanna say sorry to the many people around me, be it if you still bear grudges against me.

I'm sorry for not being able to return my any of the calls or messages
I'm sorry to have caused much worry to the people around me
I'm sorry to have caused much angst to the people around me
I'm sorry to have annoyed many people around me
I'm sorry to be a pain in the ass to the people around me
I'm sorry for being self-centred to the people around me
I'm sorry for being such a troublemaker to the people around me
I'm sorry for being such an asshole to the people around me
I'm sorry for being such an unwilled person to the people around me
I'm sorry that i never realised that i have many people who showed care and concern for me
I'm sorry that i never realised that this was all a mistake

We speak in different 'voices'

kill me; 8:41 PM