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.Your Drug is A Heartbreaker

Thursday, November 13, 2008

I can't confront you
I never could do
That which might hurt you

I've spent every moment since the day you left me, attempting to regain the shattered remains of my pathetic life. The need to be working to be someone you can be proud of,someone you can love again

I have given you everything that I have to give. Everything I'm able to give,taking into consideration your reluctance to accept anything I have to offer

I swallow the hate, betrayed and lies
How much more will it take?
How much more until it breaks me?

I know exactly what you're thinking ,but I swear this time I will not let you down
I'm not as selfish as I used to be. That was a part of me that never made me proud
Right now I think I would try anything.Anything at all to keep you satisfied
God I hope you see what losing you would do to me
All I want is one more chance.

What do I have to do to make you want me?
What do I have to do to make you understand?
What do I have to do to make you love me?
But, if I can't make you love me ,just tell me what do I have to do to forget about you.

In this perpetual nightmare,I decide it ends right here

kill me; 4:12 PM