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For all that is left of me

Saturday, March 07, 2009

When you are stuck in a thunderstorm with a complete stranger,a converation sparks while waiting for the rain to stop
When you thought you had the situation in hand, unforeseen interventions comes acoss your path to ruin it
When you thought you had said your last goodbyes, she breathes back to life
When you watched the sun sets, you keep thinking how you can become a better person
When you got yourself a tattoo out of spite, only to regret it the next morning
When you are sharing an intimate moment with your companion, asking yourself how did you end up with her
When you watch a movie with your best friend, you hoped that this friendship will be remembered till whenever you can
When you have gone away for too long, is it just work or avoidance
When you are stuck between two things, you just can't come to a conclusion what's best for you
When truths are revealed, you just want to shut everyone off and walk away
When you quarrel with your close ones, you just want them to make them listen to what you have to say
When your heart aches so much, you just wanna pour your heart out and just need that special someone to be with you
When you finally found the courage to take a risk, you can't help it but just think of the negative consequences
When you found out that your companion is cheating on you, the first thing uttered from your mouth is 'Lets Breakup"
When you want to let go of something that you love, it's just so hard cause it has always been part of your daily routine
When you walk away from the person you love so much, you hate yourself so much cause you blamed her for all that has happened
When you thought you could try to forget all the agony by going to enjoy at clubs, where only temperory measure of 'healing' takes place
When you have done so many unproud actions , you just wanna make yourself scarce and rather be forgotten by everyone
When someone believed in your capability so much, but starts to crumble to pieces when failure occurs
When you feel so alone, you wonder where you have gone wrong
When you know that person for so long, you can just anticipate what they are going to do next
When you know that you have created a huge problem, you are willing to go down on your knees and beg her for forgiveness
When you are willing to give up everything for her, you just know that she's all you got
This is me.

kill me; 2:49 PM