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End of Nothing

Thursday, April 30, 2009


Some days i want to live
Some days i wish it’s over
Some days i long to see
Some days i wait to die;

Some days i think i am fine
Some days i believe i have a problem
Some days i am strong
Some days i am weak;

Some days i am closer to truth
Some days it seems far far away
Some days i think i understand
Some days i am just lost;

Some days i just wish everything would disappear
Some days i just hope you could be near;
Some days i have a feeling one day everything will be alright and that day is closer than ever
Life is like a coin. You can spend it any way you wish, but you only spend it once

kill me; 4:33 AM

Moderations and Revelations

Saturday, April 11, 2009

You stop, you look around, and you wonder.
How your life evolved over the past years. And the different people you come across in all paths and backgrounds. And then you suddenly come back to realise, you are standing still, waiting for your name to be called out. A name to be called out to signify your achievement. An achievement on your day of graduation. And while waiting anxiously waiitng for your name to be called out, you just can't expect what's gonna happen next.

Am i gonna fall on the ground?
Am i gonna miss a step?
How does my robe look on me?
Is it worn properly?

Before your friend could answer you, your name's being called out. And yes. There i went. Walking across the stage to accept my graduation certificate. You shake your hand. You smile to the camera. Scurrying hurriedly across the stage. And that's it. And there it was. I'm holding the graduation certificate in my hand. It's in my hand. Proudest moment of my life. My parents life. OMG.

Well done everyone who graduated! DIEM 2009!

That's what I can't hide when she wanna conceal

kill me; 6:18 AM