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Wednesday, October 18, 2006

I wasn't expecting this.She messaged me just now at 8.29pm.Pretending i didnt knew whose number it was. But i just couldnt ignore it.

It was 2 years ago babe,every word, every thought, every sound.Every touch, every smile, every frown .I feel that all the pain we have endured then.But today,all the hope that I lost, you have found.

You are like the lost flower among the thorns. Searching until my hands bleed.However, this flower dont belong to me .Why must you leave me when our time seemed everlasting?Why did you even bother messaging me?Don't you know how much i missed you? Why didnt you contacted me when you were back?

Why cant she belong to me?

But issit my fault to ask you not to leave me?

I never had the nerve to ask..........
Has my moment come and passed?


18th October 2006

kill me; 9:12 PM