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Monday, October 15, 2007

This must be the worst hari raya of my life.

I did not spend any hari raya with my family at all this year when i should be. If you were to put it any statement, i guess i may have ran away from home yet again to be with her who has been hospitalised, just right after i had posted the previous post. Should i be happy that i am spending time with her,just after our breakup to see her through her unforseen last minute operation or should i rather be happy that i should spend it with my family?

I cant decide which is more important.

The last thing i would see will be...

kill me; 7:03 PM