Thursday, November 29, 2007
Disappointed
Disgraced
Disgusted
Can i say more of what has been happening over these 2 days?
Because of this fucked up incident, i have been missing on what has been going on in class during the meetings.
I really like this class very much but least did i expected that there is someone so dishonest to take away my friends phone and my wallet.
Have i like fucking offended you in some way that you need to steal people's stuff?
Ok. Even if i have offended you, i apologize you a million, but need not take my friends phone. Just take my damn wallet, dammit. You have caused all these unwanted problems in my life that i wished i do not need encounter. There are like so many damn procedures to go through. Why go through to stoop to such level that you take people’s personal belonging?
How would you fucking feel if someone just take your fucking belonging and spend on it?
Pissed yea?
Ya. That’s what i thought so too. Unless you are like so damn stupid to like say,
'Oh fine, just take whatever i have'
FUCK YOU DAMMIT.
Don't you like fucking have any fucking guilt to steal something away precious from your classmate?
The discipline master have tried to help you but no choice, the police have to come in since i lost my IC, thank you very much and the whole story will be uncovered to the police
Help me to help you? No. There ain't such thing as help in your dictionary.
It's not my fucking problem now anyways because what i know is that you are going to be expelled and go to jail for your doings. I don't fucking care if you fucking hate me, but to that person who stole Sham's hp and my wallet, please watch out. Don’t see me in class like happy happy, but I tell you, that is just the social side of me.
YOU DO NOT FUCKING KNOW WHO THE FUCK YOU ARE DEALING WITH.
YOU DO NOT FUCKING KNOW MY BACKGROUND.
AND YOU CERTAINLY DO NOT KNOW WHO MY OUTSIDE FRIENDS ARE.
Thursday, November 22, 2007
Words
We sometimes speak with much ambigiuty
What we say ends up the opposite, sending the wrong message to the other party
Or we do not realise what we have just said actually has hurt someone's feelings
"Why you so stupid?"
"Don't be dumb la!"
Jokingly said, ok. Sure enough, one would accept the fact that they are just joking.
But when a person really does not what is that particular thing or just do not know what is going on, and with the above statements being mentioned time and time again to that person, i really feel like fucking punch that person in the face.
Personally i feel, it is very rude. Are we like that so much more cleverer than the other person?
There are things we know and things which we don't know. Vice versa for every human being we know.
I myself always try not to say stupid or dumb directly in my friends face.
Everyone has their feelings and we need to consider cause it may end up causing unhappiness within the person.
A question bourne out of sincerity, to be taken as a fucked up joke. What is wrong with people nowadays?
We just plainly do not know what to say or better still, when to say certain words at a certain period of time.
Mind your words, watch your mouth
Respect your friends while they are still around
I have been through the phase of losing many friends, believe me.You will only start to cherish your friends when one has passed on.
Karma will come around.
Gifts and curses
Thursday, November 15, 2007
Promises.
It is the last word that i would want to hear coming out from a persons mouth.
First they said they are not going to repeat the same mistakes, but in the end, it was just another false statement.
This is more like over-promises to me. You shouldn't get the hopes of a person so high, and then just let them crash, burn and die with your oh-so 'sorry, i can't make it' statements.
But it just seems that i myself sometimes, make these statements,in order to avoid certain things.
I feel that one should try to accommodate to all needs in order to avoid dissappointment of one.
But im just too tired.
I am just so fucking tired of trying to be the one, who is always there for the people i love and care.
Everybody is taking me for granted, that hey, nobody ever thought of how i felt when i try to ask them what happened and they begin to start to make false accussations and ridiculous comments. There is always a limit to what one does and sometimes, i just wanna let go and wished that i was hit by a car and die or something.
We all have a life to move on and i could see that everyone is doing that also.
If you take me for granted and always think you are right and being over-sensitive at each and every fucking incident , so be it. but i just wanna tell you that i don't fucking need a fucking person whom i love to be in my life.
I will no longer compromise
Thursday, November 08, 2007
I am fucking bored at home right now.
Okay. Just wanna post up 2 pictures on why i feel i will not be eating Sakae Sushi at any time of the month now
Woah. Great job for first half an hour guys! 14 plates cleared and counting.
The aftermath for waiting for so long for the 'ordered' food to come with bad service provided?
Well, if you know Sakae Sushi well with its terms and conditions, you should know why we did as what we did in the picture below.
Look closely in the 'RIVER ISLAND' (HAHAHAHA) plastic bag and you will find a whole load of rice inside ya'll! COOL SHIT TO FULLY UTILISE AND FULFILL THEIR POLICY.
HAHA.
What your mind consumes, you should make a stand
Monday, November 05, 2007
This is one of the best explanations of why God allows pain and suffering that I have seen...
A man went to a barbershop to have his hair cut and his beard trimmed. As the barber began to work, they began to have a good conversation. They talked about so many things and various subjects.
When they eventually touched on the subject of God, the barber said:
'I don't believe that God exists.'
'Why do you say that?' asked the customer.
'Well, you just have to go out in the street to realize that God doesn't exist. Tell me, if God exists, would there be so many sick people? Would there be abandoned children?
If God existed, there would be neither suffering nor pain. I can't imagine a loving God who would allow all of these things.'
The customer thought for a moment, but didn't respond because he didn't want to start an argument. The barber finished his job and the customer left the shop.
Just after he left the barbershop, he saw a man in the street with long, stringy, dirty hair and an untrimmed beard. He looked dirty and unkempt.
The customer turned back and entered the barber shop again and he said to the barber:
'You know what? Barbers do not exist.' 'How can you say that?' asked the surprised barber. 'I am here, and I am a barber. And I just worked on you!'
'No!' the customer exclaimed. 'Barbers don't exist because if they did, there would be no people with dirty long hair and untrimmed beards, like that man outside.'
'Ah, but barbers DO exist! That's what happens when people do not come to me.'
'Exactly!' affirmed the customer. 'That's the point! God, too, DOES exist! That's what happens when people do not go to Him and don't look to Him for help. That's why there's so much pain and suffering in the world.'
What do you think?
Letters to God
Sunday, November 04, 2007
Bring me back to memory lane please before my birthday because i want to undo all the sins that i have created.
All the scars that has been left behind
All the pain they have been through.
I sense blood coming my way
Thursday, November 01, 2007
As i sit at the void deck of my block, smoking and taking a piece of my mind before i head home,i saw somethings what i wish i didnt saw.
I have told this story to some of my friends before but i just cant help it.
Smoking. Yea. A real good thing for me? Release my stress. One way to kill time (and slowly killing me -.-).
Sit on the benches, Hearing crickets cricketting, gazing up into the sky. And i turned my head around, just to see something that caught my attention, and gave me something to think about and reflect upon myself.
Saw this kid, around 11-13 years of age,riding on a bicycle, chatting with his friend. And then, i saw him taking a puff of cigarette.
A kid like him fancy taking a puff of cigarette?!
It just reminded me of myself.
I started smoking when i was in sec 1 and it took me a back to see 'myself' in him on how people have the percepetions of kids nowadays, on ultimately, on the boy himself.
Now i know how it feels how people look at me and like now, how i look at them.
Man, reality is getting darker each day.
Potrait of a summer thief
