.Oh Fuck
Monday, November 03, 2008
OH FUCK
Saturday
I saw her in the damn bus of all days. She's with another person. She held my hand. I felt fucked up. And now, she's been contacting me but i don't wanna talk to her.
The other she is angry and dissapointed with me.
Sunday
My best friend is shunning me
She's still angry with me
I'm getting agitated and pissed at slightest things for the past few days without reasons
Monday (Today)
Didn't had time to study for a 'non-referance 6P UT'. Was late for UT. Couldn't complete UT. Didn't knew how to do UT.
Yet to be convinced she is not angry with me although she says she's fine
And now i feel weak. I'm running a damn temperature. I can hardly breathe. My heads spinning like a damn spiral. I'm breaking cold sweat.I feel like vommiting. Someones as if tearing my stomach open.
Oh dear god, just where the fuck did i go wrong now?!
kill me; 7:45 PM