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Thursday, December 04, 2008

It's one of the days randomnly, you just feel that everything you try to do is not going in the right direction
You feel it is right to help someone, but is wrong at the same time not helping the other
You feel right when helping someone to keep a secret, but you feel it is wrong to keep it from the other
I just feel totally dumbfounded and stupid for all these acts after looking back. I'm just not seeing what i'm trying to achieve.
Demoralised may be the word that would really describe me right now cause there are certain things i shouldn't have done to get myself in this shit and insanity mindset of thinking of mine right now.
I just feel like, waking up one fine morning, and tell myself,
'Damn, this must be a joke"
And certainly,i believe that i'm the joke

kill me; 3:48 AM